in another 5 hours time i'll be in band, or rather color guard training.its gonna be a tough one for them, and i wonder will they all come training at the 0845 hrs. i just dont get it why must they be late less for valid reasons?

isit that difficult to wake up in the morning and kick start their day with a band practice? isit that difficult to follow instructions passed down to them? im sure during the afternoon there will bound to have ppl running away from training, its really fucked up. why run away from training when in the 1st place they wana join, give me that kind of half fucked attitude?

oh well i guess they were all just kids, they will understand one day, and i can guarantee it will be useless for them to regret at that point of time.

and tml will be my dragonboat training, yeah.finally after so long i get to row again. but im actually quite paiseh to go training on only sundays where other ppl came for saturday trainings, its like im lagging one lesson behind everytime.

im not procrastinating here but rather wondering isit worth giving up my saturdays for the kids who dont listen to my instructions and end up being punished by me. well honestly sometimes i really dunwan to teach, but since im being assigned to complete the task i shall finish my journey.

i really hope someone can give me a helping hand this time, i always do things myself but i think i really need help now.

godspeed to me :/

ciao.